Lord, please help me. I want to experience your peace, yet I feel such discontentment. I don't want to get back together with him but I really do want someone now. God, I'm really tempted to accept this attention just bc it feels good, but I know what I need to do. (confront him) Jesus I want to get excited and joyful again. I am feeling so "less than" especially less than Jon's gf. It ridiculous how much I want to be like her it's insane. Please help me Jesus. Help me to just live as you created me. I'm so so tired of wanting to be someone else. Lord, help me to feel your love for exactly who I am. Not who I want to be.

life.

I'm uploading these pics for WGM today. I thought they were funny...err...fun.

Lord Jesus,

I'm getting really tired. I am not inspired by this project. I want to do well but I don't feel pressure to have to do it. God, thank you so much for letting me pray for sharon this morning. that was so nice. I really enjoyed it. Thank you! God also...chapel was amazing. i didn't realize how much cady had gone through...it was so good to hear her story. you are such a good God. Forgive me for getting on facebook. God...it's so hard..it sucks me in! Help me to stand strong. I really need your help. I want to be able to get past that. I end up envying so much when I am on it. I want to trust in you for all of my needs.


God I'm so tiredddddd...


I give this to you. Please help me not to feel so taf. I want to beat this!

thoughts...

Lord, I don't know....I just don't know what I'm thinking, doing acting. Please help me. I'm so utterly confused...it's pretty much ridiculous. Please help me to understand and to communicate. I feel so tired and I don't know ...I want to give up on my job and I'm not feeling motivated. Please Lord. I want to stand for you. Maybe I should take a week off facebook....that would probably be really really good for me. Lord I don't know if I can. If you help me....please God. I trust in you. I will not be afraid. Thank you for always being here for me. I want to trust you with everything. I just lay down. I surrender. All of this stuff with kcuhc and talking again..ugh. Alot of things are really emotionally confusing for me. I want to just let go. Refresh me Lord Jesus. What REALLY matters in this life? Doing all this work that ends up to nothing?!?!? No. You are my strength and my life. You are the one that I put my hope into. You are the only hope that i possess on this earth. You will supply, you will strengthen me. I cannot do this on my own. I will trust you. Lord thank you that you have never failed me before and you never will. I want to trust you to help me with eating too. I will trust. I will trust. I will trust in you. Thank you that when everything else fails...you do not. I will trust in you! I love you my dear Jesus, I love you. =) Thank you for your truth. Lord help me to see through the lies and diallusions that try to distract me. I cannot live without you. I love you. Bless this night tonight. Bless steph and her bible study. Help me to be concerned for others rather than me. This temple is not my own. It's yours. Take it.