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Lord, I don't know....I just don't know what I'm thinking, doing acting. Please help me. I'm so utterly confused...it's pretty much ridiculous. Please help me to understand and to communicate. I feel so tired and I don't know ...I want to give up on my job and I'm not feeling motivated. Please Lord. I want to stand for you. Maybe I should take a week off facebook....that would probably be really really good for me. Lord I don't know if I can. If you help me....please God. I trust in you. I will not be afraid. Thank you for always being here for me. I want to trust you with everything. I just lay down. I surrender. All of this stuff with kcuhc and talking again..ugh. Alot of things are really emotionally confusing for me. I want to just let go. Refresh me Lord Jesus. What REALLY matters in this life? Doing all this work that ends up to nothing?!?!? No. You are my strength and my life. You are the one that I put my hope into. You are the only hope that i possess on this earth. You will supply, you will strengthen me. I cannot do this on my own. I will trust you. Lord thank you that you have never failed me before and you never will. I want to trust you to help me with eating too. I will trust. I will trust. I will trust in you. Thank you that when everything else fails...you do not. I will trust in you! I love you my dear Jesus, I love you. =) Thank you for your truth. Lord help me to see through the lies and diallusions that try to distract me. I cannot live without you. I love you. Bless this night tonight. Bless steph and her bible study. Help me to be concerned for others rather than me. This temple is not my own. It's yours. Take it.