Lord, please help me. I want to experience your peace, yet I feel such discontentment. I don't want to get back together with him but I really do want someone now. God, I'm really tempted to accept this attention just bc it feels good, but I know what I need to do. (confront him) Jesus I want to get excited and joyful again. I am feeling so "less than" especially less than Jon's gf. It ridiculous how much I want to be like her it's insane. Please help me Jesus. Help me to just live as you created me. I'm so so tired of wanting to be someone else. Lord, help me to feel your love for exactly who I am. Not who I want to be.